Muusikalised eksperimendid

Tervitused.

Viimase paari-kolme aasta jooksul on mu kettale kogunenud paras ports muusikafaile. Enamus neist on läbikukkumised või vähemalt lõpetamata. Siia lehele tahan ma nad üles panna, et te kõik saaksite nende üle naerda.

Täpsustan. Need on n-ö muusikalised eksperimendid, kuna nad on kogunenud just põhiliselt kahte kausta, millede nimed on "experiments". Vanimad neist on umbes 2021. aasta suvest, uusimad ehk mõne nädala eest tehtud. Uskuge, ma oskan head muusikat ka teha, aga enamasti midagi head välja ei tule. Või kaotan motivatsiooni. Nii et ma panen nad siia, need, mis nii õnnelikud ei olnud. Ent olid siiski piisavalt head, et ma üldse julgen neid siia panna!

Igale helifailile üritan kirjutada ka mingi jutu kõrvale, sest mingi isiklik seos on mul nendega ju olemas. Aga kõigile ma küll nüüd kahes keeles kirjutada ei viitsi, saate kas inglise- või eestikeelse kirjelduse.

Laulud on õnnetul kombel vaikimisi järjekorras vanimad-uusimad. Et järjekord ümber pöörata, vajuta siia.

Suur-suur tänu imelisele Kianile, kes oma serveris laseb mul audiofaile hoida.

Musical experiments

Greetings.

During the last couple of years, I have accumulated quite a lot of music files on my disk. Most of them are failures or at least unfinished. I want to put them on this page so you can all laugh at them.

TI will clarify. These are the so-called musical experiments, because they are mainly gathered in two folders named "experiments". The oldest of them are from around the summer of 2021, the newest maybe a few weeks ago. Believe me, I can make good music too, but most of the time nothing good comes out. Or I lose motivation. So I'll put them here, the ones that weren't so lucky. But they were still good enough that I even dare to put them here!

I also try to write a story on each audio file, because I have a personal connection with them. But I don't feel like writing in two languages for everyone, you can either get a description in English or Estonian.

Unfortunately, the songs are in oldest-newest order by default. To reverse the order, click here.

Many, many thanks to the wonderful Kian, who lets me store audio files on his server.

"MF Bird"

11.05.2021

Bird song with a weird beat and bass noise thing? This is very very old. I had no idea what I was doing back then. I like it for the novelty.
Also, the title is not a conscious reference to MF DOOM. I haven't even listened to them yet.

"Seven bores"

23.05.2021

I had so much trouble getting different channels to harmonise at first. The visual ghost notes from Jummbox had really spoiled me... So I just duplicated one channel that sounded good with a new instrument.
Also, this song had a bit more effort put into it later in the year. And then again, a year later, and now it's up on my Bandcamp. Yeah.

"9"

Somewhere in June 2021 probably

This one's story is sad. It sounds pretty cool, right? But every attempt at turning it into an actual song has failed. Terrible. Maybe someone smarter than me that sees this will do it some day. (I will not pay you)

"Codacuf1f1"

27.07.2021

A remake of Codacufifa from my old album thing. I think this kickstarted me using the melody from that in everything ever.

"15bound"

03.08.2021

Just downloaded the Earthbound soundfont before this. Fair warning, it will appear a lot more from now on (if you're sorting from oldest to newest). I think it's not even too bad for a song made all the way back then. Though it sounds oddly familiar and I can't put my finger on it... The "genre" is also something I don't really make.

"Rulator"

06.08.2021

Earthbound sound, repetitive melody. Usual for the time.

"18stpd"

14.08.2021

Wasn't happy with it when I made it, as shows the title. Not to imply that I'm happy with it now. Repetitive melody. But cool harmony in some places.

"Chillax(?)"

12.09.2021

An old example of taking an older song and putit.. p.. Idk the word. Anyway, it's an older song that sounds cooler. Or sounded, when I made it. Not too bad today, either.

"Manson"

17.09.2021

Manson.
First time using compressors! I bet you can't even tell! So well mixed!

"MEDIAVOIC"

19.09.2021

Fun fact: I named this music after the void in my soul after finishing Deltarune chapter 2. You know, when you read a very good book to the end? And then this hollow feeling permeates through you? I don't think making this song helped alleviate it to be honest.

"FREON"

22.09.2021

This is the last song from the folder titled "projects". Trivia time: these were all named numbers in order, from like 5 (mf bird) to 20 (freon). Mhm.
This song was posted to Soundcloud. Yeah. Not much else to say about it.

"Bark Fantasy(ier)"

24/25.09.2021

Moving into the "main" "Experiments" folder. These are old. And loud, in the case of the second one.

"Werid dufu"

25.09.2021

An attempted remake of dufu, my favourite song from gubufo. Mostly uses the codacufifa leitmotif instead, funnily enough. Annoying audio preload="none" glitch at the end, I think.
Also, yeah, the "werid" is a typo, but it became the actual song title. If you find any weird spelling in the song names, that's why.

"MANSON"

28.09.2021

Manson.
Just can't seem to get it quite right, huh... A "remix" of that Manson song from the last folder.

"Greenlinn"

01.10.2021

Another song that I just Can't Get Right. The 3/4 section sounds okay on its own, but.... Wait, this isn't the one with the 3/4 section? I don't even know what that B-section is in this one.
There are multiple versions of Greenlinn, all of them have the same first section and a second section that doesn't fit with the first one. A curse, that's what this is.

"Bluelight moon"

A song with many versions! Supposed to be an RPG battle sort of thing. You can listen to versions 2 (03.10) and 4 (19.10). The current version actually sounds WORSE than version 4. I don't know how I managed that.

"Waltz sky"

08.10.2021

This one's filename also has the comment "synth preset overuse". I sure do love those ZynAddSubFX synth presets that come with LMMS! The son'gs not good tho

"Thymn"

11.10.2021

I like this one! It features a leitmotif that I came up with and which I should really use more. This song I think was made with the idea of being an area theme in an RPG?

"Nogia"

20.10.2021

Downloaded a Nokia soundfont and was ecstatic about it. Made this.

"Likely Direction"

21.10.2021

We move on from the "Experiments" folder to the "rnd" folder, where most of my new stuff gets stored. This is the first new "rnd" song, made using a random prompt and randomised Jummbox instruments in LMMS. It sucks!

"May Yeah Fall"

28.10.2021

Random prompt. I actually was going to use this in this Undertale battle system clone that I was attempting to make. It failed horribly because I didn't even know what a class is in Godot. Multiple versions!

"Amount Body Benefit"

06.11.2021

Rando prompto.... It sounds kind of awesome to me, not going to lie.

"Parent Open Mean"

06.11.2021

First time ever using Synth1, was blown away by it. Actually plan to use this song in a place so I won't even show you the entire thing.

"Heart Hot"

07.11.2021

Proooompt. I'm tired it's 11pm

"News Middle"

09.11.2021

Boss fighty theme thing! I really quite like it to this day. I think it started with me trying to use the drum loops that come with LMMS? Worked out fine.

"Bill Majority Focus"

19.11.2021

Leitmotifs. Imagine if this was actually good

"Rock Measure"

27.11.2021

"Nor Rich Party"

05.12.2021 - 11.01.2022

Loud, weird, the volume clips, kind of groovy at one point or two though

"Their Cost Often"

15.12.2021

Trying out the new synths in the LMMS beta, and some other things.

"Manson"

15.12.2021

Manson.
Getting better than the previous attempts! I like it more than I did when I made it.

"Instead Wall"

15.01.2022

Sounds cool I think. I remember trying to make it better but making it worse instead.

"GRUNG"

29.01.2022

This is actually still in the "Experiments" folder, but I like it so I'm putting it here.

"fol"

01.02.2022

This song uses samples I recorded, and samples I stole (Paper Mario pad 8, Plok drums). First time actually naming the song folder after the date I made them on, to try and organise them.

"Ball rate"

02.02.2022

Look at the title of this song. Randomly generated. Thanks prompt. Also Iäm not posting this here because it actually sucks so bad I'm embarassed

"Glomp"

09.02.2022

I imagine an RPG fight against 2 characters to this

"Cardiac Prosecution"

09.02.2022

Okay, now this is actually really cool. Still proud of it to this day. Named "Cardiac Prosecution" to reference cardiac arrest to reference the weird feeling inside me when I listen to this. No, seriously, my heart feels weird when I do. The cool bass can cause this? No idea.

"Town music"

11.02.2022

Great!
Mäletan, et see muusika ilmus minu peas, kui ma parajasti bussi ootasin. Ja ta püsis mul meeles kogu bussisõidu vältel. Aga liikudes koha poole, kus ma seda kirja saaks panna, hakkas see nagu liiv sõrmede vahelt minu peast kaduma. See, mis siin kuulatav, on väga lahja ja kokkuklopsitud versioon sellest ideaalsest muusikast, mis minu peas oli. Närvi ajab, ausalt, selle peale mõtlemine!
But I do plan on using this in some/any RPG sometime in the future.

"Battle against a true cool dude"

14.02.2022

I wonder who this cool dude is. Soundfont stuff, I think Pokemon Emerald something? I've never played that game

"Found"

25.02.2022

Soundfont shenanigams

"Inevitable Morning"

03.03.2022

Synth improv thing! Used my actual MIDI keyboard with this one, which I barely ever use. I like this music.

"Grooby(?), Infoloop"

05.03.2022 - present

Cool idea! Groovy! Could not make it into a proper song :(

"Miss Investment"

16.04.2022

Interesting.

"Bill Gates Theme"

16.06.2022

Downloaded Windows Default MIDI soundfont, was ecstatic about it, made this

"INSULT TO QUETZALCOATL"

16.06.2022

Loud! Started with the default latin brass samples that came with LMMS, ended up here somehow. Uh huh. It's called "Insult to Quetzalcoalt" because I think the Aztec gods would be upset hearing this

"John/Joe"

06.07.2022

A really old shitpost project turned into something more like actual music. I used a VST sampler here to make that bass.

"Deepjam"

05.08.2022

A strange music that I never really had a good idea for.

"with media son"

12.08/24.12.2022

I like this one... The rhythm and chord progression is pretty awesome at points, I think.

"the shadow"

12.10.22/07.02.2023

A lucky one to go through a couple revisions before I kind of gave up on it... A friend really seemed to like this. The main "synth" is actually sampling a note from the song "Vari" by Väino and Toomas Uibo.

"lsfd (??)"

17.10.2022

I think of this and "the shadow" as a pair, since they were made at a similar time and are similarily unfinished. I like the "lofi" "vibe" this has, though.

"Almonaiü"

03.11.22...15.12.22

Album! Or something. I made a bunch of music and then put it on bandcamp. My most successful music project as of 03.03.24, bringing in a whopping 3.something dollars.

It's here. I don't know why the embed button is missing on the page...

"alok"

22.03.2023

Something upbeat... And with a bunch of chords being moved up and down in the latter part.

"aan"

02.04.2023

Something upbeat... And with a bunch of repetition. The beginning sounds very cool, I think.

"bell"

28.06.2023

Music I made on a whim after discussing making music with someone else. I like how it sounds.

"thurture"

30.09.2023

I was screen sharing to a friend while making this. It's kind of the last "finished"-ish product in the folder as of now - even if this page's purpose is to show unfinished songs, the ones after this are unfinished to a whole another degree. And there is also just simply less music after this. I fell off... Oh, this song? Not that good. But I think it's amusing (my friend hated every moment of its creation).